Ive been trying to backtrack and read your posts...figure out your story. I have missed a lot since I just found this wonderful place. I just read the part of your story about MM being abusive and an alcoholic and you were considering cutting him out at lwast until he is in control of himself...anyway, just wondering how it is going now.<P>Your attitude really gives me hope for our ow. I can only pray that she wakes up one day and is as caring as you are. You are an inspiration.<P>Take care of yourself and your boys. Keep strong.<BR> God Bless...