And anyone else who we haven't heard from in a while. Just taking a kind of roll call. <P>Catnip =^^=

hey catnip, i haven't been around as much. i have been researching and learning all i can about this hashimoto's disease. thanks for worrying!! it is nice to be missed.<P>i think babstr had her family out for a visit and i am sure she wasn't checking her computer.<P>i will check in later. have been reading, but not much posting...<P>happy_girl

catnip,<P>I have had family here the past four days and here until next Sunday. So I have been trying to read, not much posting. I haven't even kept up with my personal email. But I am trying to keep up, it is hard when you miss a few days. <P>babstr.

Just glad everyone is OK...have fun with the family!<P>Catnip =^^=

I am just little quiet me, pondering everything as usual.<P>I am also still kind of basking in the memories of our weekend alone and my week of vacation with the kids. It was so good for me. Our weekend was wonderful - snowmobile and cross country skiing up der in dem nort woods - ya fer was very fun! And our kids did great staying with my parents, my older one missed us more than our little one.<P>I tried to figure out where it was you were moving to but we were up there the weekend of that 18 inch snow storm so we kind of just stayed put. When we went snowmobiling, I was not sure where we were. I sure loved driving that machine, I surprised myself when I went speeding across Gull Lake at 70 mph - it felt so good. We enjoyed each and every moment together and talked and cried and laughed. He poured out his love and devotion and how wonderful he thinks I am. I poured out my fears and deep hurt, then we digressed to our wonderful life and kids. So I think we kind of recommitted to our life with each other and the fact that we do want to fight for it. He still wants to renew our vows, we probably should because I still have a hard time believing that I will ever be able to celebrate our original wedding anniversary. Especially since it happened right at that time last year.<P>We still have not heard anything from the OW, it had to have happened by now. I almost feel like I don't belong on this forum because I have nothing about this mess to report, no struggles other than with my own head.<P>Thanks for inquiring, see, I always have to be drawn out, then I don't stop.<P>Take care and happy packing Catnip!<P>Carrie