I am getting nerous, I know I am doing the right thing. It is almost 4 pm here and I have been restrining myself to call OM and let him know. People say not to let him know, it will be viewed as protecting him. I am not going to protect him, he would not protect me, nor would he our daughter. So, too bad! You know, H and I had a conversation last night. He had a condom in his bathroom bag for a long time, at first I was like no big deal, the he went away for the weekend, came home it was still there. Mind you I have always suspected him cheating on me, long before me on him. Anyways, something told me to check it yesterday and I did, low and behold it was gone. so while we were sitting at dinner I asked him about it and he told me he throw it away last week b/c it was ripped open. I told him it wasn't as I had checked it on Mon. Then he says well I cut it open and throw it away, I am like what? So I said to him that I think there was a hole in it, his eyes get huge and he says How do you know, I said I thought I saw a hole it it. He starts gettting strange acting and says that he is going to the store, I told him I had been watching the condoms in the drawer and there are only a few left, what happen to the rest, he says, I don't know. Then I asked when did he throw the other one away he says I don't remember. Typical. So at about 8pm he gets ready to go to the store, I asked him what car he was taking so I could see if I could search his car, he decided to take his, usually he takes mine. Then I said well you better go. He gets ready to leave and then I said Ill go with you. At 8pm we are sitting out infront of our house while he decides to got through his trunk, what timing, can we say putting off? So not only does he park where he NEVER parks at the store, he tries to get me looking at other things while acting weird. Not wanting to go into the store, I finally just walk in and he tries to stop me. Then he starts acting like he's sick, I knew something was up, he only starts getting "sick" when he is stressed. Man, and I feel guilty? This has happen a couple of times, I am tired of it.
