I have served the devil notice...we have roughly 26 days left of this year...the year 2001. It has been a rough year for me and my family and many others here and on my other boards. People have been hit hard in their marraiges this year, whether through infidelity, OC's, miscarriages and problems with their children.<p>I honestly believe the devil and his cronies had an agenda to destroy families for the year 2001.<p>WELL..........NO MORE!!!!!<p>I am writing a letter to OW, as well as writing down all my crap and baggage that I carried around for the first 30 years of my life and I am going to have a bonfire and I am going to burn all this junk and gunk. I am cleaning house mentally!!! (and my real house is showing it!)<p>I honestly feel a "shifting" in my life and it's time for me to get my head out of my butt and get on with the business of living. I will have hard moments, but I will go on and I will be a healed and better person for it.<p>I am believing for a healed, restored marriage in the new year of 2002. I am believing for better things and I am going to work on some things that I discovered about myself that needs working on..mainly some lovebusters. (angry outbursts being on of them!!!)<p>I will be repairing my walls (Thanks again Pops! [img]images/icons/wink.gif" border="0[/img] )<p>With my faith and relationship I do have with God, I will move on and believe and I truly have forgiven. I need to get this anger in check. Counseling and prayer helps that for me.<p>So, the devil has been served notice. I claim the Lord, Lord over my marriage and look forward to better things to come.<p>Praying for you all, and thanks for being here for me, I know that it will take some time, but I have a great support system which includes y'all.<p>Hugs,
Twiisty [img]images/icons/grin.gif" border="0[/img]

I honestly feel a "shifting" in my life and it's time for me to get my head out of my butt and get on with the business of living. I will have hard moments, but I will go on and I will be a healed and better person for it.<p>Way to go Twiisty! It took me a year to get where you're at. But it feels good. Whenever I feel myself slipping I pray HARD! And then I move forward and leave it alone. We are going through some OC drama right now and I'm not allowing myself to be stressed. This was the first time I was able to look at my H and say "Hon don't stress yourself lets wait and see what the out come is."
[img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img] I'm so proud of myself I really am moving forward with my life and I have the ability to distance myself from the crap and not let it affect my everyday life. Good Luck!<p>Unsure<p>[ December 05, 2001: Message edited by: UNSure919400 ]<p>[ December 05, 2001: Message edited by: UNSure919400 ]</p>