I haven't posted for a while. My husband was fired earlier this year because he lost his Commerical license, due to a second DWI. I quit my job prior to him loosing his.

Now, I'm back on the job market and I should be working by the first of August. The reason I quit was to start my own business. I don't want to work fulfilling someone else's dreams my whole life. I want to leave a lasting legacy for my children.

My husband and I have known each other since we were kids. I never thought that he would turn out to be THIS kind of man. Of course, who knew that entrepreneurial feelings would emerge, as I grew and matured.

When we were teenagers and young adults, we got along great and wanted the same things...party, have fun, hang out with friends, etc. But now that we're "older," I just don't have the time to do those things anymore and I'm more focused on the future.

I feel like we don't even connect, unless it's about the children. I can't even stand to look him in the eye anymore. I think he's a sorry excuse for a man. I never thought he'd turn out like this.

The sad part is, he thinks that I'm overreacting and that I'm just stressed out. He believes that, as soon as I get back to work, I'll be happy.

I know that I'm only with him for the children's sake. I do not love him anymore and it hurts to say that. I thought we would be in love forever. But, forever came sooner than expected for me.