Well my h just left for his annual military training. I have been regretting this for over a year. he is going back to the same base where the incident happened. He will be gone for 17 days which will be hard. I am 5 weeks from my due date. So not only is there the stress of him being at annual training. There is the fear of going into labor early and him not being here. I am trying to stay positive. <p>babstr.

Babstr<p>I just wanted to let you know I will keep you in my thoughts and hope that you don't go into early labor. My husband left last week for his and this year he will be gone for 3 weeks!! <p>Me and my girls have been staying busy, it helps but I have had some of the strangest dreams since he has left. <p>Anyway, get plenty of rest while you can before the baby gets here and as hard as it is to do try to take your mind off of where he is and more on where you guys are going in the future. I'm not sure where you are in your recovery so if I'm off here at all ...sorry.<p>Take care!
Jules<p>[ June 15, 2002: Message edited by: Jules27 ]</p>

Jules,<p>thank you for writing. I always get anxious at AT time. just because that is when the one night stand happened. Of course no contact, and not knowing who he is with for that amount of time doesn't help. We are 2 yrs 5 months since dday. Doing great. But I think with the pregnancy and that fact he is returning to the scene from 6 years ago, it just makes it harder. My 3 year old daughter are going to stay busy and prep for her new sister. Once again thank you.<p>babstr.

Dear babstr,<p>I am keeping you in my prayers. May God watch over you and your daughter, keep you both safe and your new baby thriving until your H's return.<p>This is such an exciting time for you. I know you have had lots of worries over the past few weeks, but try to push them aside and concentrate on your new bundle of joy. <p>It must be quite a trigger that your H is going to training because of the one night stand, but years have passed -- he is wiser and stronger and knows how close he came to losing what is important to him. Push all the bad thoughts away and think about the joy you and your family are about to experience. Everything is going to turn out just fine and your H will be right by your side when your new daughter makes her first appearance!<p>Keep relaxed and keep talking to your friends at MB -- we will get you through.<p>love,
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