Hi,

Just thought I would update everyone and let them know I'm still alive. So far so is H, lol.

There really isn't alot to update on though. Like the subject says, we're just floating along in limbo - no really sure which way we're going yet.

H did tell me the other night that he was going to call OW since he hadn't heard anything in 4 days and was wondering what was going on (I assumed the testing situation). I told him thanks for telling me (of course I was upset) and he wanted to know if I minded? DUH! I told him yes I minded and no I didn't want him calling her - I said if she hasn't called why don't you let it lie???? He gave me some lame reason why he couldn't and I just said "Whatever". He went and called and was only on the phone for a few minutes. He said that she told him the baby was choking and she would call him back. H waited around while I explained to him that I didn't see any reason for contact until DNA tests proved that the child was his (he doesn't see it my way). He started in again about he's the one always giving - I told him that he could do whatever he thought was necessary and if that meant calling her when he knew I didn't like it then so be it and I left the room. Well, she didn't call back until much later (guess H had given up by this time, hee hee) and H was messing with AC unit and didn't hear phone ring. According to H, there has been no contact since then. I even asked H what he was going to do if she didn't call back and he said he wasn't stupid and could take a hint - darn *69!!! He would have never known she called because she didn't leave a message. Sorry meanness coming out again, huh?

That's the only major event that's really happened lately. I'm wondering if OW is getting tired of it again and giving H the cold shoulder???

Sorry though - life's been pretty dull and boring and directionless lately.

Dumplin,
Just wanted to say that someone read your post. You are in my prayers! How are you today?

Dawn

Thanks Dawn!

Didn't come to work yesterday and our computer at home crashed - it's still in the shop, ugh.

H updated me yesterday saying that he hadn't heard anything from her and he really didn't care. I didn't ask him anything about it - he just stated it out of the blue. It was sort of funny because it took me a minute to figure out what he was talking about--he was talking in code because Goose was running around the house and it was literally just thrown out there. He hasn't been having the best of times lately with work - you name it, it's went wrong.

We're still just living day to day as best we can I guess. Talk to ya'll later.