H and I just had our last session with our counslor last night and I must say it was pretty ugly. H does not feel that counseling is worth it. It is clear that H and OW are still in contact and he wants to be a part of his childs life. H has made it clear that she does not want OC around me and that it just won't work. Well I told H that he might as well move out because I'm not tolerating him being sensitive to her needs over the needs of this family. I can accept this child as long as I know there's no relationship between OW & H. This child is innocent and I do have a heart unlike the idiot parents. I think its clear that H will sneak to see the baby and only God knows what else would happen unless we have visitation rights. After all I am married to a sex addict.

Low and behold we rec'd the child support summons today in the mail. Can you believe it the child is not a month old yet and already she filed. These people H included have no remorse. I think this witch is wicked so wicked that she called and left a message on my phone of a baby's heart beat while she pregnant. Now that's a sick thing to do to someone's wife. At this point I think she'll do any thing to harm me because I didn't opt to run away from my marriage (not that I'm not seriously considering it)

Robbed,
this so much sounds like my story, except I haven't been married for that long. All I can tell you is that I know at least part of what you are going through.

Fooled1

God knows I'm sorry that you're going through what I am. I guess we know each others pain and I pray that WE ALL find peace someday.

H seems to be very disturbed these days. I often find that he has a look of sadness on his face that breaks my heart even more. Often there's a tone in his voice that's makes me feel like I'm in the way of what he really wants. I know he's getting tired of the ball and chain that I've had on him and I find it hard to let go. Then I wonder if he has that look of sadness because he's not in this OW and OC's life the way a normal father would be. I have so much runnig through my mind these days. God knows I need to find peace and I just don't know how. Will this pain ever subside??

OW made sure she filed for support while on disability so her income would appear to be at least a 3rd of what her actual income is. How wicked can a person be??? Then I wonder how could my H possibly have feelings for a person who has no integrity and is of such low character. I would not wish this abuse on my worst enemy. Well that's really a lie because there's a part of me who hopes she suffers 100 times more then I have. But I do know that I would never subject a FAMILY to what she has put my family through.

I keep asking myself why am I holding on so tightly when I've dealt with 20 years of misery. I guess its human nature. FEAR of the unkown.
I'm just babbling I need to get this off my chest.