JT - I was in the chat room when I saw you leave. Never saw your message. Must have been a chat room problem. Maybe I'll catch you tonight.

I think your H is not helping out with the bills so that maybe you will change your mind. Just a thought. He just has not realized how strong you have become and what he is up against. You go girl. So happy to see you have found some temporary help.

H and I are getting along great. If it weren't for the fact that he was living in apt still, no one would guess we were having problems. It is just all the other issues that are stressing me right now. I have got to quit letting all these doubts and fears affect me so much - sounds so easy. No - H still has not dropped D. But really, I don't really even think about it. I can see such a change in his attitude and heart, I know we will be okay. H has always been a procrastinator - he will get around to contacting lawyer someday - hopefully soon. Maybe I am being too trusting - but I have prayed so much about this, that I know that God will not let H hurt me again. That is why I know it will all work out in the end. I have just got to fight all the doubts and fears - we all know where those feelings come from. I think that the devil is realizing he is loosing his grip on my H and desperately trying anything to come between us again. That is all in God's hands though - he will fight for me.

Keeping you in my thoughts. You have got a handle on things and I know you will survive. Good luck at your hearing tomorrow. Hopefully talk to you tonight.

KrisM,
Sorry that I have not kept up with you a lot lately. I hope all is going well with you. Keep hanging in there. I would contact an atty. just to protect yourself. It can't hurt.

hey Kris,

What's going on with you? Just thought I would send you a note hoping you have a good holiday weekend. what's going on - on the home front?

JT