Whew, Boy 12 days away was AWESOME!!! I missed all of you though. I've got a lot a catching up to do! Works not so bad. Me and H and D had a really good time. I'm going to do some work and will be back in a few!
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Delighted to be back home
Delighted that he gave me the strength to come back!
Delighted that he is in me
Delighted that I am so blessed

Boo-yah! Glad you had such a lovely time!

- Kimmy

So glad u r back, u were missed!

Missed you--glad all is well-welcome back!

Man everyones been busy. I'll never catch up! BBG I forgot the number you emailed me. Brain dead I guess. But everything was great. Me and the D stayed during the week and H came up to the cabin on the weekends. I didn't tell my D about the OC. I figured that H needed to be there and face the fiddle! He needs to see her face and hear her when she starts asking questions. So we will be home this weekend and might tell her then. H was very good. Called so many times during the day and at night. The first night he had to go back home he was bad. I miss ya, you just don't know how much! Over the 4th we had our nephew, he's 2! Oh boy did H get a feel for having a little one around. LOL. He went into this can't get anything done deal w/ the baby following him. Oh my goodness. Of course I had to do my well need to get use to it thing and let him keep up w/ him. He's the one that wanted him to come, so I let him take care of him. It was so funny at times! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" /> Babies, boats, and lake fun doesn't go along until they are up and walking, talking, and going to the bathroom by themselves. So it wore him out. I really think it got to him Sunday cause he started LB'ing. My ife sucks kinda thing. (Ya think he's thinking about the one on the way?) I told him that there would be lots of folks that would take his, yes, complacated life, but his life doesn't suck. He made it complacated and yes we would get though it, but we have so much to be thankful for. Told him if me and D where making it "suck" then he didn't have to be there w/ us and we would be fine. Nope, (H said) thats not what is making it suck. And I left it at that. Told him I was there for him and he needed to count his blessings. About an hour later said he was sorry, yadda, yadda. And of course he was better. This weekend was great! He was just all over me and D about how much he missed us and we where number one in his life and the most important thing he had. So lets just hope he keeps it up and doesn't let us down w. the OW and OC soon to be here. Talk at ya later. Gotta get finished reading updates on everyone.
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WB sunny!

Complicated is an excellent way to describe it! To say, "my life sucks", is pitying oneself. I used to be like that sometimes in the early days after discovering my P. (Heck, who am I kidding?...I still sometimes am like that, till H sets me straight! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" /> ) One thing you'll find universal in a WS, is a higher tendency of selfishness, than you'll find in a BS. Not exactly rocket science, hey? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" /> If we were selfLESS, doubt we would've betrayed in the first place.

You should change your moniker to SunnyD for delight...I like how you close some of your posts with Delighted...

<small>[ July 12, 2004, 01:24 PM: Message edited by: autumnday ]</small>

sunny,
Wwelcome back, glad you had a great vacation.

Hi Sunny,

Glad you had a good vacation. I had a good vacation too.

Thanks AD. I read BBG post on giving it to God and let him handle everything. I've just let myself go and let him handle it. Ask him for the words to say when H gets like that. I think the fact of having a "little one" is some what going to "cramp" our style. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Eek!]" src="images/icons/shocked.gif" /> (Now KT that sounded selfish) But it will be a change I think he is WAKING UP! We are very active people with lots of friends and something is always going on. And might add NO ONE has any babies. Our D is the youngest and she is 11. But I am finally at peice with myself, H and the OW/OC thing. It took alot of praying, alot of crying, and alot of faith to get me here. But something tells me when he looks at me, or holds me, or we make love. It is different now. I feel the love for him and I feel the love for me that he has. Its strange and if you asked me in March if I would ever feel this way, I'd said NO! But I feel for him and what he has created and the shame of it all, is now hitting him. I think when he went to the hospital a couple of weeks ago, he realized, yep, this is going to happen. He has really been close to me since and I feel really good that I didn't LB all over the place. But God gave me the strenght I needed when I needed it. We are all here for a reason, if not but to support, teach and learn from each other. And if it hadn't been for his mistake, then I might not have learned to give it all to him and let God handle things for me. Let God put the words in my mouth. Its not easy somedays and yep the devil does sneak right on in sometimes, but he is there to help me control it. And God has put the DELIGHT in my world, even through trials.
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