H just called said he picked up steaks and hes cooking. Wasn't going to work late. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> He said he missed us too much last week and he knew that this was my first day back to work after 12 days and he knew I would be tired. Oh ain't that so sweet! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" /> Keep the faith all, God can change them. Over the weekend I asked him why he had my cross on his chain and he said if it wasn't for me, he'd never get there! Made me just want to cry! God is the only person that is going to give these WS to change their hearts and just keep praying! Beleive in him and keep the faith!
<img border="0" title="" alt="[Cool]" src="images/icons/cool.gif" /> Sunny D
Delighted this day is OVER!
Delighted to have friends that care

Sunny,

I had a nice post written and tried to post it to find out that I was not logged in or got kicked out after a couple of posts. so I will try to sum it up again - since I can not recover what I'd written. All I want to add is that I to have tose good days where they can be so sweet. I have found that they give off what we give off. If I am in a good mode the my H is in a good mood. I am trying to love him better and smarter. I need to pick my battles as my grandmother says. Don't waste time on the small stuff and only acknowledge the big stuff but do it tactfully.

I am learning to cope with this and enjoy the good that he brings to my life. I only pray that he loves me as much as I love him.

JT

I know how sweet they can be is truly amazing, and feels so good <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> . My hubby sometimes wakes me in the middle of the night just to say"Honey I love you " then we cuddle and go back to sleep.

It goes back to the "Welcome mat" thing! Make them glad to be there and you are happy for them to be there, then it will get better a little at a time. Dinner was great and we sat on the swing and talked for hours! OH cant tell you when the last time we did that! Talked about the future and what we are working for. He asked if I was happy? That was a shock? If he was making me happy? I told him of course and he said I acted like I was but he just needed to hear it. He said he was and best he'd ever been so I was really happy last night when we laid down and held each other, cause you just feel it! I felt it now more than ever and I'm going to do my best to keep it there. So I know everyone strugling now can get there, but it talks alot to get started and first thing you have to get past is getting over it, forgiving and put it behind you and going on with your M at 120%! It takes more than 50, 75, 80% and you have to struggle to get to the 120%. I'm praying that God keeps working in my M and everyones here M!
<img border="0" title="" alt="[Cool]" src="images/icons/cool.gif" /> Sunny D

Today, before he left for work he told me he i was his soulmate, i just melted.
He also called on his 2 breaks and lunch , to talk and tell me he love me, i just get tinglie thinking about it. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />