Well D is not up her dad's butt like she was before we told her. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Confused]" src="images/icons/confused.gif" /> She is however closer to me and we have our little talks. I got her room done and last night I laid down w/ her and she said her room was awesome and she loved it. And she hoped Andrew likes his. We got everything finished in his room and are ready. She came in our room last night and asked if Andrew was coming this weekend and H just looked at her. He asked to see him this weekend and OW said she didn't want him around a whole lot of people and for him to get GERMS. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Eek!]" src="images/icons/shocked.gif" /> Well everyone knows how I feel about that. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" />
(keep in mind we all went to the hospital to see him now same germs)So I guess that would mean hes not coming. So we are planning other things. And after spending a hour sunday night in his room crying, by muself, I guess I blew it, don't really know why, just all of the feelings I guess. But I'm over that now. (I hope) I went home yesterday and shut his door to his room and I guess I will open it when he offically becomes a part of our family. <img border="0" alt="[Teary]" title="" src="graemlins/teary.gif" /> The papers are being done and It wont be long now so we shall see. It took all of my body not to tell D that his momma doesn't want us to give him GERMS so he cant come over but I just looked at H and said no baby hes not coming this weekend. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" /> The hurt in her eyes said it all. So I did lay down w/ her and tell her that it would be soon and we will have plenty of time w/ him when he came. This is going to be harder than I thought. I thought she would grow a brain some how some way and do what was right for these children, but I guess I am wrong. But there are laws out there and I am planning on using everyone WE as a family can use! So keep praying and we as a family are getting stronger everyday and loving, living, and laughing like families need to do. And A is doing good. He will grow up to be strong like his dad and we look forward to spending time w/ him one day.
<img border="0" title="" alt="[Cool]" src="images/icons/cool.gif" /> Sunny D
