Okay so I am thinking inexpensive, just the time that counts, right. Actually those have been some of the most precious memories of time we have spent together. <p>1. We went to a grocery store bought a half gallon of icecream and cones and went to a park one night and talked, laughed and played till dawn. The icecream metled and the drink ran out, but the conversation was wonderful!<p>2. We used to ride around and around the "ritzy" areas of town and look at and dream about owning the expensive houses. He could remember the houses and tell what was added to them, he would point out houses that were new since the last time we were there. We would listen to wonderful love songs, some suggestive. Talk and enjoy each other. <p>3. We used to walk around the park, the pier, and talk, look at stuff.<p>4. We used to go to the beach and sit underneath a blanket and just watch the tides roll in and out. Watch the fish jump. Oh I felt so special! I loved it! <p>None of them were earth shattering, but they all meant so much to me. I loved each moment. I long to do them again. Notice each one said, we used to.... That is because we don't anymore. [img]images/icons/frown.gif" border="0[/img] I hate that! Why is it that when we got married, he acts like we can't be friends anymore? <p>Oh I miss him!<p>
Tracey<p>P.S. This is amazing to me, talking about this stuff is making me want to go home and love on him and kiss him. (Not make love, not yet, I can't.) Other than that, it is almost as though I have not 'just found out'.