Hi Sobeit - this is PS (not PS's SO) - I just don't have an acct. at home and forgot my pasword from work :-(.<P><BR>Just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you this weekend - wishing I could come up with some magic formula or words which would make everything better for you. Alas, I couldn't find a spell to cast or the words that would fix everything.<P>I do however know that as you said - it you came to this sight and said the things you did last Friday, you are looking for help. You will indeed get that here, and I think if you read all the responses to your original post, you will see and hear many stories that might touch you.<P>The little that you said about yourself was enough to see that you have had a very hard life - but God will not give you pain to suffer that he knows you cannot handle - believe me, things can and will get better for you. I don't care that you have tried medication and doctors to no avail - then you didn't find the right ones yet - it took me about 5 months and 6 different medications until I found something that makes me feel like getting up in the morning and not obsessing about everything. In between I wanted to give up cause nothing was working or it woudl work a little but left me with no sex drive or unable to sleep etc...<P>Bottom line is you still can get help - there is something/someone out there who can help you. In the meantime, please post your feelings here every day that you can, and we will all support you as much as we can and point you in the directions that might help.<P>You are right - we are non-judgemental - most of us here have been on at least one side of a troubled marriage - there are always 2 sides to everything - I doubt that any of us would knowingly judge anyone or theri situation. We just want to help each other - that's why I'm here - to help when I can, and to get help when I need it.<P>Hang in there Sobeit - your life is probably alot more important that you realize - both to you and to those who know you. You have many friends here who care about you - let us know what's going on and we'll try to help!!<P>You are special - the world would be a worse place if you were not here!!<BR>
