Hi Lori,<P>I responded to your post to me in the EN section. But just in case you don't get back there, I wanted to say again, how much I appreciate your faith, support, encouragement and kindness. Thanks for helping me to get back up to my feet when I was collasped in the corner.<P>It was the worst day I have had since H first moved out. I didnt think I could get that depressed with the anti depressants I am on. I guess what I thought were the pills working on me, was more ME than I thought..Now that is a bit encouraging.<P>I had to chuckle at your remark about this being like labor and childbirth, but more intensified...I WANT AN EPIDURAL PLEASE...lol<P>Thanks a million {{{{{{{{ Lori }}}}}}}}<P>RC~<P>