I've booked a flight. I'm taking a trip to the see my parents...to the little town where H and I grew up.<BR>I wanted to let you all know in case someone tries to get in touch with me. I won't have any internet access. I'm leaving Tuesday morning and I'm not sure when I'll be back. My H and the boys will be joining me down there on the weekend.<P>Things around here have not been going great. H is not back in the affair but old habits are returning. King Tut lives. He wasn't really willing to put the effort into recovery. Maybe he thought that I would do it all for us.<P>I've decided I need some space. I'm a little nervous since this will be the first time since the summer from h**l...pre affair, that I have been down home or seen H's father and stepmom. I'm not sure how I'll fare. It seems the last few months I haven't been able to be comfortable around very many people.<P>Wish me luck and say an extra prayer if you would. I'm hoping to find some perspective by getting away. <BR>Take care all!! I'l be thinking of you.

Prayers...<BR>...you got 'em... <P>Jim

Prayers and hope, my friend. I'll try to mail you today.

My prayers go with you - always.<P>Take some time..you deserve it!<P>Love,<P>Lori

Hello Wassi,<P>You know I will be praying for you and that you have tons of divine peace while you are away.<P>Have a great trip honey and I will be missing you for sure.<P>I have a huge feeling this is going to be so good for you and the marriage. Don't worry now, the good Lord has it all under his control.<P>Love ya sugar,<P>------------------<BR><B>God bless you and all of us. We are all going to make it, all of us! With God on our side we can't lose! What God has joined together let no man put asunder. <P>Samantha</B><p>[This message has been edited by A blessed Samantha (edited July 31, 2000).]

YAY - Wassi's going on a trip!!!!<P>I am so glad you are doing this!!!!<P>I, also believe that this will be a very good thing for you......<P>Prayers as always, and make sure to ENJOY yourself!!!! Let your brain take a nice rest. Promise?<P>Don't be apprehensive.....heck, you are going to your childhood place - I say let go and be a girl again!!!!!<P>Lighten up your soul......it'll be great!!!!<P>BIG HUGS and Love,<P>Sheba

Thank you my friends.<BR>I really am a bit worried about this but I know I need to get away.<BR>I found out some more things. They are old things but I'm not sure I have the strength to keep discovering bits and pieces.<BR>To anyone new to this roller coaster...please make total honesty a priority now. Months and years of bits and pieces is a slow torture. <P>NSR<BR>I can always count on you. You know you are always in my prayers.<P>FHL<BR>My friend. I know you understand. Thank you.<P>Lori<BR>Take care of yourself Please!<P>Samantha<BR>I know how hard you are praying. Thank you for everything.<P>Sheba<BR>{{{{{hugs}}}}}<BR>I'll try to take some of your spirit with me. What brain?