Dear Pepp,<P>That letter to you from your H was oh too awesome! I was just telling Buffy that I have never recieved a love letter from any one. His letter to you was so touching, I hope that it is as sincere as it sounded, if it isn't, well look out cause here come the MB crew to kick some b---. <P>No, really it was so beautiful and I know you feel so proud of him. I'm sure it took alot of courage for him to "publicly" acknowledge his love for you and the remorse he feels for his infidelity. I will get my love letter one day too!<P>Congratulations! Sounds real good for you two!<P>Please e-mail me, Baboom48cpt@aol.com, we are in SC.<P>Cathy

Cathy,<P>Thanks for the nice words and well wishes. It is very difficult for firestorm to express his feelings (one of the problems that set up the affair, I believe), but the counselor he is seeing is helping him work that out.<P>I know that he is sincere about his committment to our marriage right now, but I must admit that I am worried as to the depth and strength of that committment. It didn't really "stick" last time, but in all fairness to firestorm, he is really working hard this time. It's not like he's a whole new man, more like an improved version of the one I had before he was enveloped by "the fog" 18 months ago. I hope and pray this one is back for good.<P>As to borrowing him, if he reverts to his former evil ways, he will be available on a silver platter PERMANENTLY, though nobody in their right mind would want him. But if the man I have right now is here to stay, there is no way I would let him go for even a second.<P>I hope to be reading something wonderful about your relationship soon.<P>Best wishes,<P>Peppermint