Continued subject matter from posting "Other topics; Desperately need creative minds....."<P>ilmf,<BR>Real short because of the kids, Baffoon was just my poor grammer skills revealing themselves, but maybe more acurate than I had intended, when you combined babboon with buffoon!! The way you respond to what I say, innocently opens up clearer paths of my thinking process right now. Please if you will let me use you for this purpose, I would appreciate it. I must tend to my children now. I'm on the west coast, it's currently 1:37pm. Not sure what time zone your in. I'll continue at naptime around 3pm.<P>Any new readers, please take this time to read postings under original topic stated above...until I return to continue my train of thought.

Oh boy, no responses .( <BR>Don't I Feel Stupid...<P>Sorry for the negativity. It doesn't matter anymore he just called and said goodbye forever...............................................

read most of your post this mroning quickly. I am sorry that he called to say goodbye. Sometimes our spouses can say the meanest things when they are in the throws of an A. Continue to take care of yourself and the children. Do what is best for your family. Hopefully he will come around.<P>cleo<P>sorry i didnt have more insightful things to say. i saw that no one had posted to you and just wanted to let you know that you are not alone.

Thank you for letting me know I'm not alone out there, because I am in here. I have a feeling this is going to be a long, long night for me. <BR>

FS:<P>This was an unusually slow weekend here on the forum...just hit and miss posters. sometimes it gets like that but gets busy again come Monday.<P>I felt so sad when I read your husband called and said good bye. I wanted to throttle him. He is clearly in the throes of the affair to be so rejecting.<P>Don't despair, FS. I once heard those very words. My husband is home and we have been in recovery since May of 99. <P>I'll read your other post. Stay strong, pray, post and read Harley's writings. <P>Catnip =^^ =

It is very quiet here tonight. That's not what I need. The silence is deafening, especially now the babies are sleeping. <P>I'm in shock.............<P>Catnip, thanks for giving me a glimmer of some hope that I will still be married to him one day..............<BR>You too, Cleo<BR>------------------<BR>"At times - I do believe I am strong<BR>So someone tell me why, why, why...<BR>Do I, I, I.....Feel Stupid<BR>and I came undone"<BR>Rob Thomas, MB20 - " Season"<p>[This message has been edited by FeelingStupid (edited October 09, 2000).]

<small>[ February 08, 2005, 08:02 PM: Message edited by: hanora ]</small>

FS,<P>I hope you haven't "given up hope". . in a couple of ways.<P>If you thought "I" had decided to not return and read to consider your thoughts, that's no real big deal since I am nothing, anyway.<P>I've been away since Sunday afternoon and didn't return until early this afternoon. Ironically I went on a hunting trip. . . (In all of my life this is the first time I have ever been on an overnight hunting trip. I haven't hunted at all in about ten years.) What's ironic about it is that we've been discussing checking up on potentially cheating spouses and a hunting trip would sound like a great excuse to get away to CHEAT! It was legit though. . in fact, I spent most of the boring time in the woods reading a pocket testament. That ought to help keep anyone in line.<P>Anyway, I've gone rambling.<P>I am so very, very sorry to have read that your husband has left. I'm really sitting here trying hard to come up with some thoughtful, consoling thing to say. . . and all I can think of is what I said before- that I am "nothing" after all.<P>Do please believe me when I say that I see and respect your point. I have to consider the circumstances that you are dealing with, surely.<P>I wish that I could at least say something encouraging. Now I'm feeling stupid. If stupid is akin to small at all, I guess.<P>I do so hope you return if it will give you any encouragement at all to know that even though you're faceless and nameless, it's troubling to have had a dialogue with you, and to see that you are sad.<P>I don't necessarily log on to the internet every day - so a bit of an absence is to be expected in my case.<P>Don't feel stupid.<BR>Try not to be sad.<P>I don't know what else to say to you, for now. I'm sorry.<P>I almost forgot to tell you the 2nd and most important of the ways I meant I hoped you didn't "give up hope". Just that, and nothing more - Don't give up hope, because after that . . . .<P>If I see that you have posted again, and are in a frame of mind to discuss the previous topic, or anything else for that matter then I will at least read and consider whatever you say, even if my own thougths are not of much account.<P>God bless you

FS,<P>Are you there? Please tell us what is going on...

FS,<P>Just checking to see if you've been checking here. . . hope you are well.