Thanks to all who replied to my first post. A quick update for ya. Last night we had a nice long talk on the phone. Nothing in paticular, just nice conversation. The conversation turned sour briefly after my roomates girlfriend showed up at the house. She got quiet on me, and asked her what was wrong, she said she was surprised that there was a girl there. I was able to reassure her as to who the girl was, and we returned to good conversation. She brought the kids by the station today for a visit, which was nice. Tomarrow we are planning to spend the day together with the kids. Hopefully all will go well(usually I just take the kids by myself). On a depressing note she went to the beach for a picnic this afternoon with somefriends(male and female). But one of the male "friends" is someone she befriended shortly after the affair was revealed and I was asked to leave. I never been jealous before, but with this guy I do. She tells me he is someone who had a similar experiance as her, and they are nothing more then friends. But when I called to say goodnight to my kids him and his son where there. Cant help but feel jealous. Anyways thats the latest. Will update u all with tomarrows going ons on tuesday!<P>For khyra: Since your a fellow ems worker I could really talk to you about a call earlier this week. With all the emotions I'm having personally, I had a call that hit me hard. I'd like to tell you about it. My email address is ejnor@yahoo.com Tks.