Here's where I wish I had the money to counsel with Steve. I need to take my steps carefully from here on out. I know I can't allow myself fall back into that lull I was in over the summer, because the hurt I felt when he brought up divorce after all of that nearly unwound me completely.<P>Alison, I know he misses me, and your post had me laughing - lottery winners!!! LOL! You're definitely right about that - she's a brainless wonder! And thanks for the crown.<P>Lor, of course, you were right. And you are probably right about the Plan B thing. But he needs to know the rules, and I need to figure out how to convey them in the "right" way.<P>Talk to you all soon.<P>------------------<BR>terri<BR><B>Courage</B><P>Whatever course you decide upon,<BR>there is always someone to tell you<BR>that you are wrong.<P>There are always difficulties arising<BR>which tempt you to believe that your <BR>critics are right.<P>To map out a course of action <BR>and follow it to an end <BR>requires courage.<P><I>Ralph Waldo Emerson</I>