Dear Lor,<P>I have posted that my H has filed, I found out today and he filed three days ago (my BDay).<P>I LB'd so big this morning ... I just couldn't help it. It was a huge build up of hurt and pain that just came spewing outta my mouth ... alot of judgements, attempts as educating, reminders of hurtful actions and words and lots of Crystal Ball predictions of H and OW's ugly future together.<P>Up till today I have not LB'd really at all. I've been pretty wonderful ... even my H has said he can't believe how come I don't act like I hate him.<P>So ... now what LOR? Have you ever LB'd like this during your seperation or during the time when you were facing a possible D???<P>What can I do to repair it? I was so angry and I still am. I just felt it was time to open my mouth and finally speak the truth to H. <P>Jo<P>------------------<BR>Josie_Res@Hotmail.com<P>"Remain flexible like a reed, as opposed to an oak which can snap in the wind"

Jo, Sorry...not Lor here. I can't find your phone #. I had it his morning. Could you e mail me with it again, or call me.<P>allison

Allison,<P>I'm still at work, but ready to walk out the door.<P>I could really use a chat w/you. Feel like I'm loosing my mind today. Just holding onto that last knot but my rope is giving way anywho.<P>I'll call you when I get home if that's okay.<P>Love,<BR>Jo