Dear Santa,<P>Here is my wish list for Christmas.<P>1. I wish to be me, to feel good about being me.<P>2. I wish I could forget the past and live for the future, no longer think or dream of the A, move forward to a loving future.<P>3. I wish to help my wife with her problems – to open up to me emotionally<P>4. I wish to heal.<P>5. I wish my wife to heal<P>6. I wish we could be totally open with all our thoughts and feelings able to be discussed freely without recrimination.<P>7. I wish to create a safe environment for my wife. Be a good LISTENER.<P>8. I wish I could look after her like I used to be able to.<P>9. I wish to continue to have fun like we have on most days this year.<P>10. I wish we would continue to love each other forever more.<P>11. I wish that the events of earlier this year would never, ever threaten our marriage again.<P>12. I wish my wife would trust me.<P>13. I wish my wife would always remain the beautiful, loving and courageous woman that she is today.<P>14. I wish that she would continue to love me as much as I love her.<P>15. I wish for her always to be in my heart and soul.<P>16. I wish that every time we make love that we always MAKE LOVE.<P>17. I wish to hold her in my arms every minute of the day.<P>18. I wish for her to be her forever, to never, ever to change again.<P> Santa, if you are able to grant even a few of these wishes then I know my Christmas this year will be one of the happiest I have had in my life<P>Thanking you in anticipation,<P>Loveforlife<P>
