Well you can see I am obviously bored.. I have been at the comp for hours. I find it good to come here and read.<P>I have a letter that my husband wrote me awhile back. This letter is what gives me hope.<P>He always called me his Wif!!! And with this letter there was a a bouquet of flowers that he picked from our yard.<P><BR>Dearest Wif,<BR> These flowers do not compare to your pure beauty but it is a token of affection and love. You the alrighteous Wif have the utmost qualities, sincerety, compassion, and wisdom. That is what makes you the most desirable flower to gather for a bouquet. I am so proud to be one with you, although at times I may not be perfection and flawless. You are the grace that keeps the pack at peace.I love you so very much and I am so very proud of you. For all you do, not for the bad times or just the good moments, but who you are as a human being.... Like these flowers simple, breathing, and beautiful. I always look forward to your love, kindness and affection. Here's to you, mother of all love. A toast to the Wif. I will love you and cheerish you til we both die.<P>Love <BR>Tom <P>I will cherish this always and it will be my hope that he still feels this way.<P>The thought of him caring for another this way is so painful.<P>Diana