I've often wondered why good things only last a short time and bad things seem to last forever. I do think it's because of being born into a cursed family....can't seem to rid myself of it.<P>Anyway, remember the SIL that I was talking so much about? Well, she stabbed me in the back a different way. I can't say too much about it, but things blew up in a horrible way and now my husband's mother and my husband probably hate my guts.<P>All I can say is that I knew something was horribly wrong when I came home today from work. My husband's mother seemed like she didn't want to talk to me and she couldn't look at me more than 2 seconds. My husband's father didn't even look my way. SIL was telling me how badly she wanted to go see my pastor even though my pastor wasn't/isn't feeling well. <P>Well, things basically fell more apart after that. I went to my husband's job to bring him some food and it's just been replicating over and over. Blowing up and up and up. Will I ever see the end of this? Probably not. <P>Folks, I'm going to be honest, I feel like giving up. I really do. I really understand it now because I never should've gotten married and never should've moved in here and now I'm paying for it, royally.<P>Neverending suffering,<BR>Miaka

Your post doesn't tell a lot, so I can't come up with any advice...heck, might not be able to anyway. But I did want you to know I read it and am thinking of you.<P>Hugs--<P>Kathi

Miaka,<BR>I would love to help you. I'm sure many people would. But some of your posts are so vague, that it's very hard to give you sound advise. I understand you have your reasons for that.<P>Please know that no matter what the situation, weather I understand it or not..you are in my thoughts.<P>Try to keep a positive outlook and continue to do what is best for you and your son.

<B>kam6318</B> and <B>SAPH</B>:<P>First off I want to thank you for even answering me and I also want to apologize for the vagueness of my posts. The reason why I made this one vague is because I can't let too much info fly as it will come back to haunt me. Maybe I can tell some more later.<P>Thanks,<BR>Miaka