He came over, we had a great time, like we usually do when he allows it.<P>We talked, we laughed-we're just so good together, wish he could see it. He was talking about OW to me a little again and he was saying something about how he wants to be with people (women) who are his friends too. I guess he doesn't feel that with her. That spoke volumes to me, cuz here WE were, and he's talking to me like a friend, and I'm allowing it!! (Go me, go me!!).<P>We talked a little about how he might be getting a job offer in another state and he asked me what I thought about it. I said well, it will really suck for me cuz you will be very far away from me, but that's not really what this is about. . .I think it might be good for you. Think he liked that answer.<P>I asked him if he wanted me to stop loving him (he feels really guilty sometimes, I think because he doesn't want to hurt me anymore), he just said real quitely "no".<P>Then this morning OW called here! My girls answered the phone and said he was sleeping! Too funny! He and I were talking about it and laughing, just a little. . .he said look at you, you think it's funny (he wasn't mad) I said, well I do kinda feel bad for her, but I think it's a little funny too. He just smiled. See she's pushing us together!<P>This rollercoaster ride has got the highest highs & the lowest lows. Right now I'm at the top of the hill!!<P>Oh, BTW, we're not just friends!!!!<P>What do you guys think?<BR>

One more quick little update. . he called me today at work just to say Hi and to make sure OW didn't do anything else. I said I hadn't heard anything from her. I was kind of laughing again (I swear I can't help it-it cracks me!!). He was smiling & said look at you, you LOVE this! I said kinda, he said no, you love it alot!!<P>I did say to him that I sometimes worry though that she will try to do something to me, he said I know, I've thought about it too. (You really have to know this woman, she is meaner that cat sh&^). If he's thinking about stuff like that it really can't last too, too much longer can it?<P>I thanked him for comming over & told him how much fun I had. He said he did too. He's going to call me later tonight.<P>Did you ever hear the song Kryptonite by 3 Doors Down? It's so me:<P>Chorus<BR>I'll keep you by my side with my super human might, kryptonite!!

bitsy, you GOOOOO GURL!!!!<P>Just a little reality check, though ... take it easy and don't fly too high until you know that you have all your feathers back. Don't mean to rain on your parade or anything, I just know how much it hurts if you come plummeting back down like a stone. I've done it WAY too many times over the past two years and it hurts WAY too much for me to not try to prevent it from happening to someone else.<P>But ... <P>Score another one for the good guys! Hope things keep going well for you!<P>------------------<BR>terri<BR><B>Courage</B><P>Whatever course you decide upon,<BR>there is always someone to tell you<BR>that you are wrong.<P>There are always difficulties arising<BR>which tempt you to believe that your <BR>critics are right.<P>To map out a course of action <BR>and follow it to an end <BR>requires courage.<P><I>Ralph Waldo Emerson</I>

Alright! You go girl, let the witch dig her own grave!!! I'll keep my fingers crossed for you!