As it as the afternoon for me, let me be the 1st to wish you a Good Day! Know you weren't looking forward to it but hope you find something that you enjoy & that will give you peace today. Prayers & Good Wishes being sent your way.

Sing,<P>You are so sweet. Thank you for such a nice & warm greeting. I will try to make the most of today...my anniversary.<P>This morning, my H said Happy Anniversary and I Love You. Then, he had to leave for work. He'll probably visit me during his lunch break.<P>I'm still so sad about what happenned last week. I honestly was looking forward to this day, until that recent contact from OW occurred. The last 2 annivesaries weren't that great and I thought that this 3rd anniversary since the affair would be a happy one. After all, we hadn't heard from her in over a year. I thought that she was long gone from our lives.<P>I don't know how to pull myself out of this rut. I keep thinking of that e-mail card to her (the one that he claims was meant for me, but erroneously sent to her). It bothers me that he would have never informed me of her contact, unless I snooped and caught him.<P>He also said that he doesn't want her or care for her at all. I told him that 2 years of this being drawn out was way too long. His reply was, "Even one day is way too long."<P>Their affair was so brief (7 weeks long)...yet I'm dealing with it 2 years later! This is getting ridiculous & I'm growing very weary of it. I don't know if I have anymore energy to give to this marriage.<P>Although my H is very loving & affectionate to me, I feel that I may never know the truth, and that is what makes me so sad.<P>