I've got a feeling that he read some of my emails. I've sent & gotten some back from lostva, and there's some to one of my friends talking about what I think he's going thru, why I'm doing what I'm doing, etc. I could tell something was up when he was here on Friday, Thursday nite he was fine, but got a little weird on Friday. So, Friday nite he says to me, I feel like I'm being analyzed. I said by who? He said everyone. I said that I was probably guilty of that sometimes & that I was sorry. Then he says, you've just decided that we're a thing again and you need to slow down. (Remember last weekend when he said that he was LIKING it, I know that he was). I just said that I was sorry & that we didn't have to be if he didn't want to. He said I do appreciate the way you care about me though. I just said I was glad he felt he could tell me that & apoligized again. Now he's talking a lot of "I's" again, when before it was alot of "we's".<P>Saturday & today, he seemed fine. Geez, one step forward, two steps back! Not much I can do about it.

bitsy,<P>As per usual, you just have to roll with it all. You know the drill. How would he have read your emails? Does he have access to your account?<P>Take care.

It's all fine now. . I guess he just said what he needed to say friday nite. . he's been talking again about how much he loves & misses me, he's been making references to me moving with him. . go figure????!!!!<P>I'm not sure if he knows my password or not, I think he knew it when it was first set up months & months ago. . again, who knows??? He must have gotten a little flashback from before? I can't dwell on it (I'm not supposed to analyze, you know. . LOL)!!!