I had a wonderful time, lots of sun, reading, Margaritas, walks on the beach and fun with friends. I didnt worry too much about My marriage or H, except for a little at the beginning.<P>I got home last night and there is a call on my ansering machine from him, just wondering if I was home. And 3 more on caller ID. My sis in law picked me up and she was talking about family plans for Easter that she asked me to come and join. She told My H he could call me today, but not too early sice I was getting in so late.<P>So its back to plan A I guess. I am having a hard time getting into it. I had a great time. I can have fun without him, I can make it without him. There was even a time when the flights were delayed that I was glad he wasnt there cause he would have been mad, and I would have felt the need to calm him down. Its getting harder to put the energy into our relationship when it has existed on such a minimal level for so long, and I am the only one working.<P>I am so addicted to MB, I found an internet cafe and read for just a little while wqhile I was gone.... isnt that sick? LOL<P>Lora

Lora,<P>Glad you had a wonderful trip. I would do the same, check in here, my email, etc. Hope the peace that you found will carry with you in the days & weeks to come.

Hi sing,<P>Yes, I feel strong and at peace with myself. <P>My H called this afternoon. He mentioned the two family events like he knew I was invited and would go. Said he would see me there. He said he would call again.<P>I just wonder if he will ever get up the nerve to talk about us. Or will we all go on in this limbo forever till someone cant take it any more.<BR>Lora

Ola Lora!!! Welcome back!!!I've been thinking of you and wondering how life was treating ya! I'm glad your H is still checking in with you-my big 30 b-day is this week-H's family threw a party for me yesterday and invited H-he spent the day with OW instead......How sweet......<P>Hope you still have some sand in your shoes to remind you of the beach!!!!