We went to visit him over the weekend, we all had a great time. My last post was Thurs. nite, he told me then he wanted a weekend to himself down there, needed more time, etc., etc. So then he calls me @ work Friday & says why don't you guys just come down. I told him he was just about ready to make me into a crazy person!! LOL. So we get there. . he was a little distant at first. Like I gave him a hug & kiss & he turned his head so my kiss went on his cheek. By Sunday morning he was saying things like we need each other, we really are good together.<BR> <BR>So we leave to come home, and he sends me this wonderful email the subject was "I love "YOU". He said, he thinks what we have is really, really special. He thinks we were meant for each other. He said, I've made up my mind, I want you & I have to have you. He said he thinks we're getting to a new point in our relationship that most people aren't together long enough to see. He said he doesn't know where all these feelings of wanting to be with other people are comming from. He said he wants me to move there, asap. He said he has never felt like this before, about anyone. He said he cried when he was writing it. He said he guesses he's finially seeing what he really has.<P>It is kind of amazing me right now that I seem to have this power to draw him to me. I'm not trying to say that I'm great or anything, but it really seems like a power. It's strange, but kinda wonderful.<P>I am loving it. Still just a little nervous about the next down hill though. . it seems the longer this goes on, the higher the highs are, but the downhill rides are much faster & harder. Still buckled in!!

bitsy, get on the ride and hang on tight! You know enough about how to steer the thing to keep it from flinging you off. It is so great to read good news!!!<P>Are you packed and ready to move yet? <P>------------------<BR>terri<BR><B>Courage</B><P>Whatever course you decide upon,<BR>there is always someone to tell you<BR>that you are wrong.<P>There are always difficulties arising<BR>which tempt you to believe that your <BR>critics are right.<P>To map out a course of action <BR>and follow it to an end <BR>requires courage.<P><I>Ralph Waldo Emerson</I>

It's so encouraging to hear good news. Keep doing what you're doing and enjoy the power of love!<P>WAT

terri,<BR>I wish I could move right now! We were joking over the weekend & I said, can I just call my work & quit right now? I can't go until the girls are out of school in June, I don't want to rip them from here right at the end of a school year.<P>WAT-it's amazing, isn't it?

Bitsy:<P>For anyone, anyhow, anytime to see a glimer of hope in all this madness is wonderful...for in that glimer of hope perhaps lies hope for all of us. <P>I join everyone else in wishing that this is the final trip you'll have to take on this roller-coaster and that your journey of misery has at last come to an end.<P>Faye

Dear Bitsy,<P>I am so glad to hear about your great weekend. We sure needed some good news here. Your H's feelings came through strong on your post. <P>Wishing you all the happiness you and your family deserve. <P>Take Care,<BR>L.