Nothing much here has changed. I know that I haven't tried very hard, no LB's just nothing done to try & rebuild. When my H is gone he writes very short emails, hardly ever calls, <P>After 2 yrs I am tired. I would like peace in my life. That is all I want is peace. Is that too much to ask for?

Dear Sing,<P>You have the right to want peace in your life. That is not too much to ask for. However, it may be too much to ask from your H at this time. Why? Because life is not fair when it comes to matters of the heart. <P>So ask yourself, if my H can not give me the peace I need or even meet my needs, then where and how can I get this peace? Answer: From yourself. For yourself and in some cases by yourself. Learn to find others who can help you attain that inner peace and contentment within yourself. <BR>Learn how to give that inner peace and contentment to yourself. <P>This is what I am trying to do now. I am not as patient as many of you out there and wait as long as you have. I need to have that peace in my life now in order for me to survive. It is my right and I am claiming it. <P>Is that too strong a request? I think not. <P>Take Care and don't despair.<P>L.

sing - I validate your feelings, but I won't let you give up. Be strong and distract yourself. You can find peace while you continue, please try.<P>DAve

sing,<BR>Right, I am proof that you can think about giving up and post it here, but just keep moving forward. And who know what can happen.<P>Keep on taking care of yourself sing, dont expect that from him right now. <BR>Lora