I have been married for exactly a year & a month, I am 19 years old & my husband is 20 & last week I went with my friends to Cancun for Spring Break, it turns out I bumped into a guy I was in love with since middle school & I cheated on my husband with him, to make it worst the following day I cheated on him with another guy, it is the first time I have cheated on him since we got married, I had the habit of cheating on him when we were dating, I don't know why I let our relationship come this far, I get "crushes" on guys quick & I don't rest until I get them then i leave them & I am addicted to sex, but it is different with my husband, could it be that I am use to him & cannot leave him? the bad thing is I feel no regrets & I have a feeling he cheated on me when I was gone. Now I don't know what to do? I don't know if I still want to be married, I really like my husband but I find myself wanting to cheat again with a co-worker. I want to go out & have fun, we get into arguments about it since he doesn't like to go out. Please HELP!!!

It seems evident that you were married way too young. You realize that it will be a chance that you may contact an STD with your behavior but I am sure that you are aware of that.<BR>You are very honest in your desires. What is the point of being married if you feel the need to constantly cheat on your spouse. I would suggest that you seek counseling to understand your behavior. I would also have you consider that you allow your husband to try to find another person who he could be happily married to. Your interests seem to be at odds. Your clearly should not be married if your consider yourself a nymphowife which is the name you are using for this board. Hopefully when you are older and wiser you will wish to be in a relationship and a marriage where you can be monogamous and respectful of each other in order to grow and deeply love and honor each other. I wish you luck.

. <p>[This message has been edited by Rodger (edited May 01, 2001).]

Whatever you do.......don't bring a baby into this marriage at this point! Counseling sounds like a must.

nymphowife11,<BR>You are headed down a dark path that only leads to pain. Check out the thread with the subject 'to cl'. We discuss sexual addiction or serial cheating.<P>All things are possible through Christ.