I would like to reply to the out pouring of support I have gotten. Thank you all!! Since D-Day I have reread all of your replies a couple of times and wanted to respond back to you all.<P>Orchid ~ I belive that you are a God send. You were so right in what you said. I knew it was coming and tried to be prepared. There is no way I could have been prepared for all of that. I did shake, and still do. H wasn't there at first to see what I was going through but came home about 20 minutes later and saw it. Again, thank you.<P>HopelessinAZ ~ You are right, I could have never been prepared. Revenge get us no where, you are right. I didn't and wont try it. <P>Tulip ~ Thank you, I need the prayers.<P>Sing ~ Thank you for the prayers and hugs. *HUGS* back!!<P>Single4Evr ~ Things will work out, one way or the other. Thanks for your reply.<P>Wounded2673 ~ Face to Face did come about 20 minutes later. We talked from 9 pm until 7 am!! Thank you for sharing your experiance, it helps a lot. PLAN A PLAN A PLAN A, that's my middle name! [Linked Image from marriagebuilders.com] *HUGS* back at ya! <P>ILoveACop ~ I've read about those 4 stages and it has helped me a lot! Thank you for your post, it's good to know you all are here for me. I hope that one day I can be here for all of you too.<P>Breakingslowly ~ You said it! I will be going to the doctor and we'll see what goes from there. Thank you for your prayers.<P>Winny ~ Thank you for your reply. You said it about being numb. I am still numb but at times other emotions come out, not very often yet. Thank you for your reply.<P>Mon ~ Thank you for sharing your experiance!<P>HealingnNC ~ I have times where I do show emotion and H has seen it. I guess I have a 1000 mile stare at times. Thank you for your reply and your prayers.<P>Lor ~ Me too about the nuts part. You are right, I will get through this!!<P>Sheryl ~ I am relieved to know. I know pretty much the whole story. I asked a lot of questions and H answered all of them. I asked the ones I didn't really want to know but had to know. I will survive, I know this! *HUGS* back at ya! <P>Scarlet pumpernickle ~ Thank you! I will stay tuff! I do want things to work out!!!<P>Faye ~ Thank you for reassuring me. I will reach out for help as I will be needing it.<P>Carolina Belle ~ The worst is over, I know now. Thank you for your post!<P>TNT ~ Thank you for your support and kind words. *HUGS* and prayers to you too!!<P>NSR ~ I have read and reread your general welcome. It has helped a lot. Plan A here I am. You are right, I do have a lot to learn. Thank you for replying to me.<P>SoDuped ~ As you already know I've been thinking of you too. Thank you for your reply.<P>In general, thank you all for your wisdom, support, comfort, friendship, advice and all those other words and feelings that I can't think of right now.<P>*HUGS* and Prayers to all!!!!!<P>