She still wont talk to me after so told me to leave,the kids are driving her mad.She makes me feel like **** when i go and see my kids.She crys sometimes,but not when i am there .Her best mate says she is alway in a mood and says she does not wont me back. I love her and just wont her back.But she is starting to wind me up with her moods. I dont wont to hate her,its been 3 weeks and i just wont to give her a hug and make it alright again.After 12 years together you think she could talk to me about it. I know there is no one else, but i cannot got over her. I feel so alone and just wont her back. I can not forget her and get on with my life till i know she is alright and it is over for good. But i keep hoping will will have me back, i know am sad but life is just not the same any more.If i hated her it might be easyer to forget her and get on with my life ,but i dont and cannot get on with my life . Whot do i do it is killing me inside

Welcome <B>madninja</B>...<P>There is a post of general welcome I wish to share with you... <P>It has a lot of quick links to many of the <B>most</B> important MB sites...<BR>Click here ==> <A HREF="http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/Forum29/HTML/000553.html" TARGET=_blank>General Welcome for All New Builders(Newbies)</A><P><B>About your post</B>...<P>Is there a reason you can't move back?<P>Any legal restraints?<P>If not...<BR>...plan to move back in...<BR>...for you... your W... and your kids.<P>Do start on a <A HREF="http://www.marriagebuilders.com/graphic/mbi8113_ab.html" TARGET=_blank>Plan A</A>...<BR>Check out my post <A HREF="http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/Forum30/HTML/000176.html" TARGET=_blank>Plan A - 101 (2nd ed.)</A>.<P> <P><A HREF="http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/Forum29/HTML/000254.html" TARGET=_blank>Jim</A> / <A HREF="http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/Forum29/HTML/000037.html" TARGET=_blank>NSR</A>

madninja,<P>How are you tonight?<P>My ex-H felt as you did and basically got so depressed he couldn't do anything to help himself or our marriage.<P>Is this how you're feeling?<P>If so, you might benefit from a visit to the doctor for some antidepressants. Then you can begin the work of working on your marriage.<P>The Harley's have counseling. At the top of the page is a link to see what they offer. Their counseling is to WORK ON YOUR MARRIAGE... they won't tell you "leave her" until you've done everything possible to save your marraige. They believe in marriage. Look into that, okay?<P>Let us know how you're doing.<P>------------------<BR>~Sheryl<BR>(a bit worse for the wear, but hanging in there)<P><B>Life <I>is</I> difficult</B>.<BR><I>The Road Less Traveled</I><BR>~M. Scott Peck