I had one of the worse cases of anxiety yesterday after work. My stbx's apartment is right down the road from mind so i drive past it when i go home. No i dont have to but something inside makes me do it. Well when i was living there, she would stay at the health club untill 5:40 talking to the OM. Then she would rush home get read and go to work(she works nights). Well yesterday her car was at home at 5:10, and she has to work tonight. So i was thinking what if he comes home with her now, instead of them talking at the gym? He is married, and she claims that he loves his wife. And he even stopped talking to her for while cause he didnt want to cause problems in his marriage. But what if he does have problems and he is coming to her house before she goes to work.<BR>I know that it could just be the fact that my stbx is just coming home early from the health club cause maybe she doesnt have him to talk to there now, so why stay late. But my anxiety still kicks in and i started feeling crazy.<BR>Why do ppl want to find out stuff that will only make them hurt??<P>Sorry i had to vent.<P>------------------<BR>Experience is what you get when you don't get what you want.

I just want to say to you that, it's part of our human nature to be curious on things, and want to know things no matter how good or bad they are, and as I Have said to some people, experience is sometimes the best teacher.<BR>