Hey all-again I apologize for my comments to sal. I am struggling here with some rather wild hormone changes. However-I truly feel as I stated in all my comments regarding his posts.<P>Anyhow--------the only way I see myself able to stay here is if I load up on some Prozac or is we have another one of those fun and wild MB hot tub parties.<P>Just a thought <P><P>------------------<BR>*heartache*<P>"Life's A Dance<BR>You Learn As You Go.<BR>Sometimes You Lead<BR>Sometimes You Follow!<BR>Don't worry 'Bout What You Don't Know<BR>LIfe's A Dance <BR>You Learn As You Go."

Hot tub party?!?!?<P>have you seen my thighs?!?!!!!!!!!!!!<P>can I just stand around in a loooooooooong sarong and carve out the watermelons and pineapples to hold our wonderful beverages??<P>and this time, I'm bringing my Grateful Dead tapes!!<P>Dylan

Where's the party?????

of course, I'll take the prozac too...<P> <P><BR> <P><BR>still loving ya!!!!!!!!!<P>lol

I have extra Zoloft? Want some???? <P>Love to all,<P>Party on!!

Yes, where's the party, I could use both. I will admit, the longer that I am in Plan B, it's been 2 1/2 months, and I have only seen and talked to my WH one time, the more I am satisfied with this separation. That is scary in a way. I don't worry so much about the emotional as much as the financial. I did surrender WH to God about 2 weeks ago and it seems that I have had much more peace since then and the pain has gone to WH. So many people have told me they have seen him in public and have gone over to confront him, I don't have to do a thing. So let's party and just let God take over these WS, we deserve a rest!!! I am in Missouri though, far away from you guys! SEF

since I JUST found the biggest a$$ nest of CARPENTER ants in my bedroom wall, yes, Sheryl, I'll take the darned zoloft.....<P>send it by priority/same day post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<P>oh god, what did I do to the universe??!!?!?!?...really?!?!<P>one of them was 1.5 inches long!!!!!!<P>I am so moving out of my bedroom today....<P>but....back to the party....are you putting zoloft in the salmon whip?<P>I'm bringing my crab salad, and 7 bean layered salad too.....<P>ants........{{{{shudder}}}}}}}<P>

OK-HERE'S THE PLAN<P>I guess I can host the party here in beautiful Washington State.<P>I DON'T have any prozac-and Dylan-I think the Zoloft was being offered to ME-so scram! If I don't need it all I will gladly share-but I get firsties.<P>I am out of here for awhile.<P>I am going to go tanning-fake and bake ya know <P>Then I am coming back to clean my house-been cleaning everyone elses and mine never get's done.<P>The kids have early release today and the three of us are getting haircuts-we look like clones of the Adams Family. I am serious.<P>I also have to get a strawberry rhubarb pie made-and I think we will have stroganoff for dinner.<P>Thanks all of you-I mean it-for being there when I needed you most-and for setting me straight again!<P>I don't know where I would be without this place.<P>Oh-and Dylan-thighs? No-can't say I have ever seen them..........have you seen the weight I have gained the past year? At least your hair is long enough to distract people-LOL<P>I am getting OLD-and fat-and I don't like me much any more <P>Let's party!!!<P>Forgot to mention though-the heater in the tub isn't working-LOL<P>------------------<BR>*heartache*<P>"Life's A Dance<BR>You Learn As You Go.<BR>Sometimes You Lead<BR>Sometimes You Follow!<BR>Don't worry 'Bout What You Don't Know<BR>LIfe's A Dance <BR>You Learn As You Go."

<B>vernon</B> and <B>SEF</B>,<P>The party is here! You are here! So... let the festivities begin!!<P><B>heartache</B> and <B>Dylan</B><P>Yeah, I have Zoloft, and a little bit of Xanax left from last years anxiety attacks... can't mix 'em though...and I am happy to share... enough to go AAAAALLLLLL around!<P>My thighs outweigh all of ya's, I'm sure... let's just say that you could show home movies on one of them!! But I digress...<P>The salmon whip is a'whippin' and the sarong is a'tied around my tiny waist (no wonder my thighs look so huge -- blessed with a tiny waist, and cursed with thunder thighs -- not a good combo )...<P>Party on Garth!!! (did I just date myself, or what?) Where's those Dead CD's??? I'll bring something to make everyone barf... hmmmm... maybe my Helen Reddy???? LOL<P>

Dear Heartache,<P>I want to bring some 'homemade salsa'. The kicker is the red wine vinegar.... Can I join in the party?!?!? Ok, I'll bring the chips also, but I have to buy those. I am not that domestic.<P>I read your other post and all the responses to whatshisname (S&C). Please don't go. You are a valuable member of this board. When I have to give a training class here at work, one of the last things I tell each group is that, we are here to work, while we may not always like each other we at least must be able to work together. So I believe the same goes here, we may not always like what others are doing or saying but must respect each other. <P>My personal thoughts are that S&C is not a bad person. A bit confused (but he knows that) and very much in the fog but in need of help and he knows it. Whereas a couple of posters on the other board (p/c board) are just plain mean and nasty. Those need a booting out. <P>I wanted to say that I respect your thoughts and very much want you to stay. I hope I can influence you this one time. If not, I will take back my salsa and chips. Only joking......<P>Take Care,<BR>L.

Oh My Gosh Orchid! You made me laugh-LOL You did. Take back your chips and salsa-I don't think so. hahahahahaha<P>Thanks so much for what you said. I am really having some wacky hormone battles and I just plain and simple went over the edge when I read sad_and_lonely's posts. I didn't realize I still carried my past with ex around with me-I didn't even have a clue I was still so vulnerable to his hurting me. But I thank you for your kind words. Of course you may come to my party.<P>NB-the salmon whip again? I don't know-every time I think about smelling that stuff I gag-LOL At least you have a waist girlfriend-I don't have that either. Thank you too for all the nice things you say-and for taking time to say them!!!<P>Soulloss-how do I begin to thank you? You are honest and not afraid to say so-yet you always go out of your way to make sure you say things lovingly! I thank you from the bottom of my heart You know hubby is allergic to seafood stuff don't ya? LOL<P>SEF-loved your post. It sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders. Of course you may join in!!!!!<P>Vernon3-the party is right here of course Whatcha bringin?<P>For all of you-I got in my SUV after tanning and guess what song was blaring on my radio? LIFE'S A DANCE :-)<P>OK-now I must get to work! This house is falling apart on me.<P>------------------<BR>*heartache*<P>"Life's A Dance<BR>You Learn As You Go.<BR>Sometimes You Lead<BR>Sometimes You Follow!<BR>Don't worry 'Bout What You Don't Know<BR>LIfe's A Dance <BR>You Learn As You Go."<p>[This message has been edited by heartache (edited May 02, 2001).]

I vote party AND Prozac! But Party first!~<P>Now, in the spirit of complete honesty, I have to tell NB something. Sheryl, Honey, you know I love you. But.....<P>I've never really been fond of your salmon whip! I vote we keep a large supply aruond to feed to those still in the fog (Tee Hee), but you've got to come up with something else for the rest of us semi-sane folks! Add alcohol to whatever it is, ok?<P>Love you - let's party!<P>Lori

darlin'.....did you read my post on the PMS thread?...<P>I think you are taking all this 'blame' from me and putting it on your shoulders....<P>my comments are directed generally, sweetie, not aimed at you, per se....<P>many others were outright insulting...and my comments were directed at those I will not point a finger at or name...<P>I just want everyone to try to get along...these issues get outta control...we've all been there...<P>I love you, and understand where your words and pain are coming from...<P>and yes, I did indeed remember about hubby ans seafood....heheheheh....more for me <P>lol

I want Lori's portion of the salmon whip!!!!!!!!<P>over here!!!...accccckkkkk!!!<P>nooooooooo....don't throw it!!!!!!!<P><BR> <P>ok, that's it!! food fight!!!!!!!!!<P> I brought my sons' super soaker, and for fun, filled it with margaritas......Lori.......first shots for you...<P><BR>heheheeheheheheh....<P>

My salmon-whip used for PUNISHMENT??? <P>This is a terrible turn of events! Woe is me!!<P>What can I bring??? Must include alcohol, eh? What could I bring, what could I bring? <P>I know! How about Trout-whip!!?? ... with a shot of Gin, of course!! No? Well then...<P>How about Gin and .... hmmmm... tonic?? <BR>

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by new_beginning:<BR><B><P>This is a terrible turn of events! Woe is me!!<P> </B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>oh god, sheryl.......I'm drinking a big glass of coke right now and I swear on all that is true, most of it just flew through my nose when I read that!!!!!!!!!<P>I am typing this and wiping my monitor at the same time......<P>ROTFLMCAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<P>

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by soulloss:<BR><B> oh god, sheryl.......I'm drinking a big glass of coke right now and I swear on all that is true, most of it just flew through my nose when I read that!!!!!!!!!<P>I am typing this and wiping my monitor at the same time......<P>ROTFLMCAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<BR></B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>That sounds painful!! heee heee <P>Hey, in that acronym, is the "c" for canadian, as in laughing my canadian a$$ off?? Or, maybe, "certifiable" or "crispy" or "crinkled"... or what? <P>

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.........<P>yes, it does indeed stand for canadian!<P>and you can just send all that extra salmon whip my way....<P>yuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmm.

Here ya go baby --- (covered with saran wrap to avoid leakage, of course!)<P><B>C A T C H </B> <P>Got it???

swoorrrryy........can't talk right now.......<P>mmoouth fuuuulll......mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm<P>mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm<P>salmon whip....mmmmmmmmmm