I can't deal with my OS & my WH too. It is too much.<P>I didn't think I may life could get worst, but it just did.<P>to quote my OS when he was 5 on the GReat MOvie Ride at MGM. "GET ME OUT OF HERE, I DIDN'T WANT TO RIDE THIS RIDE!"

Talk to us sing, what's going on??

Sing,<P>I have no idea what time it is in Singapore, but I'll say a prayer.<P>Hang in there as best you can.<P>Steve

sing,<P>Please let us know what happened. Your post was short and worrysome. We all care so hope you can elaborate.

Sing,<P>Please share with us what you are going through. <P>Your friend,<BR>L.<BR>

Well things are a little better than they were 24 hrs ago. Or at least I am calmer & in a better frame of mine.<P>Thanks for the loving caring messages; I seem to be saying that a lot this week. I knew May was going to be the hard month, as everything will come to ahead.<P>My H & I are unified in our desire to do what we can to help our OS. My H has had his head buried in the sand in regards to OS, now he is behind me pushing for answers & help. I most likely kept too much of this problems to myself but it was hard to share as OW has accused me of using those "poor boys" to hang on to my H. She never can relaize it has always been his choice.<P>My H's job situation is sort of up in the air; it will depend on what he decides if we stay together. I put no pressure on him, saying I knew which he wanted to do, quit & go back to her. He never answered, looked as if he wanted to cry. Told him let me know when he knows. <P>Last wk I had thought about writing a letter telling him, it still wasn't too late for us, that recovery could begin, but this time we needed to plan. Well I could never write it without the vents, I finally sent a general email (he was still traveling) updating on the boys but at the end I reminded him that even though I never tell him, that HE has never NOT been in my prayers. Of course I got no response.<P>After our talk, a short while later, he was sitting on the couch looking at this bk on how to deal with teenagers, we chatted about the bk, & then I told him there was one other option, that even though we have said we were going to try, we never really do, but if we wanted to do so we could get a plan & their were counselors to help with these plans, then I mentioned a work shop that was for people like us divorce, or on the brink that will be held close to our families in early June. He really didn't say anything, nodded his head once or twice, got that look he gets when it looks as if he wants to cry But he didn't turn my down either.<P>So I am still on the LIMBO ride, even though I don't want to be on it anymore but TODAY I can handle it.<P><BR>But thanks for the caring loving thoughts & the email from you also.

sing,<P>I will write you tomorrow... yes, some things you are going through remind me of my past... too painful to go back through today (as you read on my thread, and thank you for the thoughts)... <P>...tomorrow I will write about it, maybe it will help you.<P>(((((sing)))))

Hi sing - I'm thinking of you. Yes, you can get through one day at a time. Besides, I need the LB fairy to stay on alert! <P>Dave

Sing, <BR>It must be tough for you to go through this again and again. I will pray for you and your family. I want to tell you to hang in there, but how much more you can hang on I don’t know. I just want to let you know that I’m thinking of you.<P>OOOO <BR>