Everything was going so good until we got in an argument last night. How can I keep from bringing this up everyday???? Will my marriage EVER get better. I'm back to not wanting to live anymore. Please HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(((((more hugs))))). There's an 'up' after every 'down'. Come on sweetie, you know that by now - things WILL get better, just take it day by day. A poem for you:<P>Two frogs fell into a deep cream bowl,<BR>One was an optimistic soul,<BR>But the other took the gloomy view,<BR>"We'll drown," he lamented, without much ado.<BR>And with a last, despairing cry,<BR>He flung up his legs and said "Goodbye."<P>Quote the other frog, with a steadfast grin,<BR>"I can't get out, but I WON'T give in,<BR>I'll just swim around till my strength is spent,<BR>then I'll die the more content."<BR>Bravely he swam to work his scheme,<BR>and his struggles began to churn the cream.<P>The more he swam, his legs a flutter,<BR>the more the cream turned into butter.<BR>On top of the butter at last he stopped,<BR>And out of the bowl he gaily hopped.<BR>What is the moral? It's easily found...<BR>If you can't hop out, keep swimming around!<P><BR>Keep swimming!<BR>love Paint.

Kjn...please read my post that I did in your thread "I don't want to live anymore". I hope it will make you think again. You can do it, and for your little boy.