Haven't heard from you in a while. Everything okay? Did H end up moving out? <P>Did you see my posts on "geting it up", witchcraft and webbed feet? I'm sure that will give you a giggle.<P>We're here. <hugs>

yeah, I was giggling and giggling. Loved Orchid's story too.<P>I have a cold and slept really late today. I feel all drowsy and sniffly. I am drinking lots of tea and resting.<P>H is still here. I think he's waiting til payday. I'm kind of afraid to ask....<P>He's continuing to clean out garage and get our 'gym' set up...not sure why since he's not supposed to be here to use it.<P>The night he told me he was leaving he preceded by saying he was sorry. He must have said it a half dozen times...we cried together. Then I cried off and on all night. I kept reading Power of a Praying Wife and prayed for him and his decisions. <P>The last two nights he has held me very close while we slept. I continue to pray.<P>We are still very companionable. We took kids to movies yesterday and afterwards went to Fatburger for dinner. I played a couple of tunes I love him to sing for me...<P>"You Send Me" and "Let's Get It On" Funny, when "Let's Get It On" came on he looked at me and smiled and I winked at him. He smiled again. I keep doing that...that flirting stuff...forgot how fun it was...<P>We'll see. I'm expecting him to leave and preparing for it...<P>"Waiting"InCali<p>[This message has been edited by StrongerInCali (edited June 21, 2001).]

Sorry you are not feeling well! Are the kids running you ragged? I know how hard it is to take care of 3 little ones when you are sick! Good thing your H is still around incase you need him to help take care of the kids so you can have a break.<P>I just got this really weird sick feeling at the bottom of my stomach. Not sure why... I think it's from reading painforever's post about being happy he was with OW and that problems started 2 years ago and he is just there making the actions but not really trying. Sounds so much like my situation. That is what I envision my H doing (and actually he was doing 5 weeks ago before I went plan B and he left). <shudder><P>Sigh, guess I have to get used to plan B all over again. I should have never cracked. I liked spending time with my H so much, but now I am really sad and miss him again.<P>good luck, hope you feel better.

I know how you feel.<P>I am scared to death about the 'when' he leaves part. I know they are planning to be together. <P>Here goes the trust in God part. That their little 'fantasy'land will break apart. That I have done a good enough plan A that he will miss me, not just the boys. That my prayers will be answered.<P>I too enjoy being with him sooo much. Always have. It breaks my heart that he does not feel the same way about me.<P>Cali