Hi Rick,<P>Can you offer us an update please? Are the calls still coming in? How are you doing, eh??? (lol trying to be Canadian, sorry)<P>Jo<P>------------------<BR>"Remain flexible like a reed, as opposed to an oak which can snap in the wind"

I heard someone say "eh" and I knew you were calling me. <P>No more calls. I pretty much know her patterns, and didn't think there'd be any more.<P>I'm sure her mind is doing overtime trying to make sense of this. Not in her plan. I'm not thinking that this will affect her such that she alters her plan suddenly, but I'm sure it is making her think about something.<P>You know what I thought of. She wants the photo albums to make copies of. I mentioned it in another post (I have so many going now). I was thinking this was bad, and I didn't want to comply easily. However, for the past year, I always thought, here I am and I have all these reminders of good times at my disposal. She never sees it, because she is in her own place, in fantasyland. I think it is good that she gets them, because it is like a chronology of our life together.<P>Can't hurt.<P>I'm going to bed soon. Have to check what is happening with everyone else here.<P>Resilient - thank you once again for your concern about me. I feel so lucky to have all of you pulling for me and supporting me. I wish I could walk into a room and see you all there.

It would be so awesome to walk into a room and see all of you there - you have been my lifeline for so many months now -<P>I am down but trying to keep my head up -<P>Rick - I have followed your posts and you are in my prayers -