I am 20 yrs old and I have been married 2 yrs now we just had our second child. We have been together for 4 years and we both cheated before marriage. and now we always fight about it and constanly think the other will cheat. We simply just don't get along anymore. I recently have found myself very attracted to his bestfriend I literally think about him all day. He does have feelings for me too. We did share a long nice kiss. But I did read the advise and I just could not tell my husband this I know him and I know that would be the end of our marriage. and I don't want it to be. We have been through so much and I really do love him <BR>Please Help<P>------------------<BR>CG