Today is the day I become number one.<BR>Today is the day the game is done.<BR>I can not hold on to what's not here,<BR>make up your mind, stay or go.<BR>I can not hold on to the pain anymore.<BR>When is my time for happiness,<BR>when is yours?<BR>The world revolves solely around you,<BR>today is the day my world is set free.<BR>No more tears will I shed, <BR>I will look to the sun and smile.<BR>I can be here alone or with you.<BR>I love you more than I ever knew,<BR>Today's the day I find the truth.<BR>I am good, beautiful, and strong.<BR>Today is the day for me.<BR>Today is the day I give to you a piece of me,<BR>for as much as you can not decide,<BR>I can not leave.<BR>I will learn to leave and learn to live,<BR>Just wanted you to know,<BR>Today may be the day I let go.<P>I thought about everything I have read and wrote this for everyone who is waiting, because you may not always wait. One day will be your day. One day, you will know when it is. I will be gone on vac. with my H. for a few days next week and then he told me he wants out. I wanted to cry and apologize, but I can't anymore. I wish you all the best and my prayers will be with you. because life changes everyday, today is my day. I had an A., but the more I have thought about my past and my marriage, the more I realize that the one month I was on my own, was the one month I didn't suffer from stress attacks. I choose myself, in which I am choosing to go through this pregnancy alone and I am choosing to be happy. Good luck, I'll write more later.