Hi There,<P><BR>I finally managed to log on.I called you around one hour ago and left a message.Yes I read the letter from Trueheart.I read everything!<P>My dear friend, I missed our chat this morning,in all of my darkness you always bring sunshine my way.<P>I hope to speak to you soon,if only we did not have this huge ocean between us.<P>Thank you<P>SAA<P>((((((((((((Orchid))))))))))))

To the top,please read this Orchid......

Hi S&A,<P>I just got your message. H is worried about you too!!!! He has called me 3 times. Thanks you are helping him think of me!!! LOL..... I will call you on my way home. Give me a few minutes. OK?<P>L.

OMG,you mean that I am helping someone in all of my mess?????Just give me your WS email----- I promise you that I will let him know where you are coming from.BIG SMILE.<P>You are my lifeline Orchid and GOD help anyone who will disagree with me....<P>(((((((((((Orchid)))))))))))

sna...<P>Its sorta like the rings in pond after the rock lands...you never know whose life you will touch, huh? You have amazing power and you didnt even know it!! I hope my letter helps some!!<P>Trueheart

S&A,<P>You are going through trying times. My voice may have been the one your heard but my words have been taken from many on this board. Your lifeline will always be where your faith is. It is not be in any person but in God. <P>I and others here are here to be your friend and support. It is ok. We all help each other but no one person is great. There is another thread where we have been secretly wishing we had superpowers to fix all our problems. Reality prevents this but it was fun to wish these things. <P>Yes you have helped me. If anyone wants to know what I have been through last week, there is a post out there. The latest stuff is still in the works so I have not posted yet. Right now my problems seem minskule(?) compared to others (ex: ICTOAN, MP, SAA, HW, CAli, Sing, etc.). I have had enormous support and will make it. I am learning to vent my problems and that is why I say more now. I am not looking only to myself to fix this problem I have learned to put it back where it belongs and be patient. <P>So S&A, appreciate the advice from this board. Some will be good and others will be harder to swallow but good for the soul. You are stronger now than before and I have confidence that you will make it. <P>Take Care,<BR>L.<BR>