Just simply damn frustrated for months now.. and there is NO relief in site.. Just a bunch of teasing from her side..<P>Now, the lure of the gentlemen's clubs the adult bookstores / movie places and adult stuff on the net.. is ever so within reach and overwhelming.. but.. but I can't.. I won't.. <P>Even so.. it wouldn't fix anything. SF EN going unfulfilled really ... um stinks

H2U,<P>Are you back home? What did I miss here? The last I heard was that she told you and your sons to leave. <BR>What is she doing now?<P>A bunch of us here want to help you what we can (I understand we are limited in our abilities) and want to help you focus on stabilizing you and your family. <P>The leanings towards adding to the transgressions already commited against your family may be tempting for temporary relief but know that they are just that temporary. You want to live with long term results right? Stable family, loving relationship, etc.<P>Now refocus here H2U. You can do it. Remember that beach scene? It is pretty as long as it is kept clean. No trash on the beach allowed. OK???? This is a family beach. <P>What your W is doing to you is cruel. I believe Steve or Jennifer would agree. So plan B her, avoid her cruelity that is hurting you and the boys. Focus on what you have control over. Yes, you have heard this before. <P>We have some wild business ideas pouring in from all over. You'd be surprised how many have connects in D and H town on this board. <P>So pour out your heart and soul to us. Don't led her get to you H2U. You and the boys are worth more than that. I know easier said than done. Listen bro, we care about you very very much and we know we can not take the place of your W, but let us help you what we can. If it helps chat with some of the guys off line and see how they cope. You know guy stuff that we girls don't understand ?????<P>If you still want that business lead info, let me know, my e-mail address is on the JFO site. <P>Take care, <BR>L. <BR>

Ditto Orchid, H2Y. I won't repeat everything she said, but I'm there (here) .<P>You are worth more than letting her control your life, ok?<P>I have connections with a bank in Houston and Dallas, and can get you some job info, too, if there's somthing there for you. And my MIL in Houston - good babysitter and housecleaner-upper.