Hi EVERYBODY -<P>I have been working so hard - I had to FOCUS on what I needed to do - even TOOK my mind off H (wooh, can't believe that happened), I'm on a flight tomorrow - thank god - I've missed the girls, and the H. I sent him e-mails, I didn't get anything mushy back. Damn these A's - and how they tear your life apart.<P>I have checked in as much as I could - privacy was at a minimum - the one provider I could use a computer was so slow.<P>But, I just could not believe how many NEW names popped up - this is so maddening - I absolutely hate everybody having to go thorough this - I really do - my heart goes out to you all.<P>I know I'll be exausted for a couple of days when I get back, then have one week with the girls, and we are in school. It is a 4:30 morning for me tomorrow and a 6 hour flight, and hopefully the weather will hold.<P>Pray I make it home safely - I hate flying.<P>Take care, talk to you later, aftershock

We await and welcome your return...<P>yeah, it is disheartening at how many new names there are...I am not posting as much because my H told me that OW's H is coming to this site for info about H and OW...not that I have any, but you know how her H seems to get me in the middle of things...<P>My H seems to be 'home.' He was going to leave. I begged him not to...caused a big LB scene...(mainly crying, begging and pleading)...and he never left...<P>We have had some trauma w/ the boys...I think it is making him 'think.' I haven't really talked to him about it...and I don't think I am going to...I am going to let him bring it up and plan A my butt off...<P>Rest up after your trip!<P>Cali<P>------------------<BR><I>Live Impeccably In Your Word.<BR>Don't Take Anything Personally.<BR>Make No Assumptions.<BR>Do Your Best Always. </I>

Hi After Shock,<P>Have a safe trip and see you in a few....... <P>Welcome home.... get some rest and catch up. Don't worry it is too hard right now to catch up even reading every day. <P> <P>L.<BR>