A little late, but I also wanted to extend birthday greetings. I wish I would have known about this place before my birstday & anniv. last month. I wanted to sign on last night, but I felt my problems were insignificant to the angels, and family that god is helping now.<P>At least it completely distracted you. I really did not want to even eat. Since you know my vicinity I would also like to give you a bithday hug, for you know about the lonelyness of my area and we have walked similiar paths. <P>I am thinking about changing my username. I am really passive,(but not a doormate), but I thought an opposite pseudo name (alter-ego ?), might work. In light of yesterday, I think it is inappropiate, what do you think? Besides I have told H, C, and best friend username.<P>My C had never seen this site, now she thinks it is great.<BR>Told her I should charge her for the last session. H's counselor told me he thought it was a good idea for my support, but I don't think he even touches a computer much.<P>Last I read your new job prospects sounded good. I really only visit with a few CO people. I wanted to keep our beaches few from the crowds. It is great to be the only ones on the beach at dusk, just enjoying each others closeness and the peace. The peace, I am in shock like the rest of U.S. Better Thoughts.<P>Anyway, during my A & Birthday H & I were getting along better. (Less OW contact) Now H will even stop and call OW from a pay phone just for contact. It's hard I really don't want to prayer for strength for myself when so many families need god's help now.<P>Bye for now- <P>