A huge building is being built...it looks on the outside to be done...<p>My H and I get in an elevator and go to the 12th floor...we cannot get out of the elevator because there is no place for it to 'stop.' We sway back and forth. I am filled with fear and panic. We press the rescue buttons and eventually the elevator goes sideways to a safe place and we are able to disembark...I have a feeling of relief when I awaken.<p>BTW...we just "celebrated" our 12th anniversary in August.

No real thoughts Cali, Some how tied into the 12 years. Perhaps you've hit a place to get off the roller coaster you've been on. Don't really think about dreams too much.<p>Seems like you are in a philosphical mood tonight? <p>How was your holidays? Are your mom and sister still with you?<p>Dawn

Hi Daybreak...<p>We had a very nice...exceedingly normal Christmas...was so much like all the other years...I'm not sure why I expected it to be 'different.'<p>Mom and sister leave tomorrow for Phoenix. My sister who lives there came to visit with her H this weekend and they will all caravan back...(three cars!)...it will be very quiet without them.<p>I have gotten too used to dishes being done...the house cleaned while I am at work...the laundry being folded and taken care of...etc...etc..etc...I told my mom I would miss the "housewife" fairy...LOL...<p>I have been on a break from MB...thought I'd post a bit...was thinking about SnL for some reason...then read that whole long post...yeeks...his stuff gives me such a headache to read...<p>And, yes, I have had prophetic dreams in the past...I looked up elevator at a website(www.dreammoods.com):
Elevator <p>To dream that you are ascending in an elevator, signifies that you will quickly rise to status and wealth. You may have risen to a higher level of consciousness and are looking at the world from an elevated viewpoint. Descending in an elevator, denotes that misfortunes will crush and discourage you. The up and down action of the elevator may represent the ups and downs of your life go emerging out of and submerging into your subconscious. <p>To dream that the elevator is out of order or that it is not letting you off, symbolizes that your emotions have gotten out of control. <p>Kinda interesting...it was a dream that has stayed with me...I woke up talking about it...it felt like it 'meant' something...<p>Just before I found out I was pregnant with my 1st, I had a dream where I was holding a baby...I woke up knowing that I was...two weeks later...it was confirmed...<p>I have had a sense of peace...even my mom has noticed that H seems to have 'let go' of something...<p>I have read your posts...I know it has been hard on you this season...hope you are doing nice things for yourself.
Cali

I too would miss the housewife fairy!!!! My house is such a mess and I slept the afternoon away today, oh well there is tomorrow after church!! Oh after the wedding reception!!<p>I don't read SNL stuff it is just too deep for me and I don't want to have to concentrate so hard, that is not why I am here!!!<p>WH do revision alot, mine tried telling me that I fell in love with him and that is why we got married. He was the one that asked me!!<p>I listened to my parents tell someone at the party last night about my situation, and heard the hurt in their voices, that they had trusted and loved my husband as a true family member and he did this to us. It was reveling to say the least.<p>I had a dream back in 86 or 87, I woke up screaming, I had seen an accident with my husband in it, it was 5 am. Husband was TDY and called later that day and said that he was in an accident and I asked if he was ok and what time did it happen, said that it was at 7 am he was on the coast. I've always remembered it.<p>I had another dream recently were my husband apologised to me for everything and asked for forgivness. Those were the only two dreams I've had with my H in them.<p>As far as the elevator going up, you are looking with a view of wealth, and you have gained a higher level of consciouness through your journey. I truly hope that stopping on the 12th floor doesn't indicate anything.<p>When do you start back to school??<p>We go back on the 3rd. The teacher that I aide for will be back after a 6 week sick leave, the other aide will be out for 6 weeks and the sub we had for the teacher will sub for the aide, and they hired a new aide that just graduated with her degree in spec ed. Will be a very interesting 1st day back.<p>I am glad that you are on tonight, still haven't made any friends here much, have a few from before but they remember me with H or they are married. Am not sure where it is that I fit in. So count on my friends here alot.<p>Dawn

Lucky us...we still have another week off...don't go back until the 6th or 7th...whatever the Monday is [img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img] ...<p>The boys will be in daycare...H and I are looking forward to going shopping ALONE! and to the movies on those days...with no mom and no sister in the house....hmmmm....<p>Yeah...I know what you mean about 'friends' here...I have checked in a couple of times...but I am have not really posted except for today (and a couple of hugz here and there)...I will probably not be on again for awhile...it has been nice...I have felt almost 'normal.'<p>Not so much focused on marriage or relationship...just enjoying life...kids...holidays....the family and such...I am glad I decided to stay away...I think I will have to continue...only to check now and again...and to post more infrequently...<p>Well...my eyes are having a hard time staying open...having all this family around is TIRING! I am going to toddle off to bed...<p>Take care of yourself...
Cali

Cali,<p>We will miss you but understand that it is time for you to move on and not get bogged down so much with otheres problems and concerns, I am sure that it could be painful being here as to why there was a need to be here in the first place.<p>You are a very strong person and definately an inspiration to all and appreciated by all that you shared with.<p>Look forward to pop ins!!!<p>Good night Dawn

Hmmmm.... First of all, Hi Cali, I'm glad to see that you are enjoying your vacation with family all around...<p>Now regarding that dream... When I read it, what came to me is that the elevator represented your marriage. You and hubby are riding along and everything was going smoothly until approaching the 12th year. Then things got shakey--to the point where you felt scared, confused, and even like you were going to die, but after a miraculous adjustment (elevator moving sideways), it turned out okay and you didn't die! Your marriage that is...<p>The message??? TRUST GOD when life gets shakey and you think you're gonna die! [img]images/icons/grin.gif" border="0[/img] <p>Thanks for sharing!<p>(Yea, though we walk through the valley of the shadow of death... (Psalm 23) Has anyone ever been bitten by the shadow of a dog? The Lord is our Shepherd, He will protect us.)<p>[ December 30, 2001: Message edited by: BINthereDUNthat ]</p>

I love to analize dreams but I don't know how well I do. <p>In my opinion, The building signifies you. You look fine on the outside but the in side is being worked on. The 12 could represent a date in your mind like anniversary, birthday, d-day,ect. Where you trying for the 12th as a goal date?
The swaying is your emotions, "the roller coaster effect".
I think that the button would mean that you found your own button inside yourself. You and your H found a way through the mess toghether and you are relived.
You and H are safe on a new journey.<p>When you said you dreamt that you were holding a baby, that means a new begging of something, and a baby is just that.<p>ok have good break. Sherry

C a l i<p>Just want you to know there was a reason why you've been thinking about SNL. Keep him in your prayers. You aren't crazy - just the opposite - VERY INTOUCH!<p>Take Care,
TNT

Cali, I don't know much about dreams but I could really do with a Housewife Fairy. Think you mom would like to take on another family. I live in the south near the beach. Thank you for your help on my first day here. Thanks for caring.