Hi again,<p>Dino, I know about the temper problem, and truthfully the only other time anything like that has happend was on d-day. My H does now that I am not violent and that my emotions were at an all time frazzled edge. He actually did mention calling the police, that was more of a reaction to my saying I would have full custody of son and him knowing I have the e-mails printed out. I asked him what he was going to tell the police, my wife broke a glass. I laughed at him and told him they would think that was pretty reasonable considering my H had an affair. I did not actually hit him, I tried to slap him, he blocked me. I have the bruise on my arm from where he blocked me. My H knows I would really never be violent, he would do everything in his power to take our S if that were the truth. He knows, and has said today, that all of this has obviously pushed me over the egde. He wants me to take some time to try and relax and get my center back so that I can handle all of the things that will be happening next. He wants me to call my Mom and have her come stay with me and S after he leaves for a while so I don't have to do this all alone. I truly hate how nice he can be.<p>
Resilient,
Thank you for your response. You are one of the posters here I certainly admire the most. No, I don't want a D. I just have to accept the fact that my H does. My family is encouraging me to contact an attny. I believe I will after he leaves and get a seperation order in place. I am going to do everything I can to remain calm until he leaves. If that means I spend more time in the tub with the door locked, then so be it [img]images/icons/wink.gif" border="0[/img] I also need to work more, can't afford to get fired and my work has been suffering terribly. I really don't think I have anything left to say or give to him at this point. He has to choose me now. He knows my wish, and he knows that despite last nights ugliness, I love him with all my heart. I told him that even when I had already read all of those e-mails and knew he was lying to me, I loved him. I will always love the man I married. But I need to let go of and be away from the man he has become. I can not take good care of my S when he see's me crying all day. This is not good for him. BTW, he did sleep thru all of the mess that was last night. Thank God little children sleep well.<p>Thanks again all.
