Hi NH,<p>Say, a few of us are just a bit concerned for you. There was a thread you started and then deleted contents on all 3 (three) posts and changed title to "Deleted Thread".<p>I feel terrible if you didn't get responses, some days are so hectic. Please let us know that you are okay.<p>Thanks, Hon.<p>Lv,
Jo

I haven't logged on in a couple days. Yes I am fine, but thanks so much for caring to ask. Basically I posted a gripe about hubby and didn't want him to see the details of my gripe so I deleted it. (I am not sure if he checks here or not but he knows I post).
He made a promise to me (in front of the counselor) about something insignificant and didn't keep his promise. I guess at this point we are just waiting to rehash it with counselor. I said some ugly things to him but now we are "acting" as if nothing happened - our cycle of living.<p>basically what I have decided is I want to give him the opportunity to bring it up before counseling or I don't want to bring it up until counseling so we are in a safe environment where we will both be on our best behavior. (counseling is Saturday)<p>At the time I posted I was debating about swallowing my pride and going to him but I think I have done that for too long. I am not bitter about it anymore, I just want to give him the opportunity to come forward. I don't want to keep letting him off the hook by always being the peacemaker. <p>Thanks again, it was nice to feel missed here.
I appreciate you guys!!!!!