You are most welcome and you better beleive we'll be here for you, after all us MB junkies have no choice do we?. And to paraphrase Charlton Heston: "they can come and take my cable modem from my dead cold hands" [img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img] [img]images/icons/tongue.gif" border="0[/img] <p>I know what it is like to go thru hell because of an A. I almost lost my mind when my D-day occurred, but I survived because my two daughters needed their daddy to be strong for them.<p>I'm glad that your husband is willing to spare no expense to have you with him during his months long business travels. It opens up opportunities for you and him to communicate and learn what each of you needs from the other. Leaving a spouse to go on out of town business trips, and for months long on to boot, is seen by MB founders as a breeding ground for an A but you and your H have already learned that painful truth, didn't you? [img]images/icons/frown.gif" border="0[/img] . I hope and pray that you and your H are never away from each other like that horrible 4 month period last year.<p>As far as things on my end are concern, I have two beautiful young ladies (daughters) that keep me a very busy daddy most of the time. In fact my youngest daughter (11 years old) is such a great judge of character that I trust her judgement much more than mine when it comes to weeding out potential mates. [img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img] <p>Now if I can get my daughters horny male bunny (who is biting and humping on my leg at this moment) a female bunny for a GF or take him to the vet to get castrated [img]images/icons/shocked.gif" border="0[/img] , things can get back to somewhat normal. [img]images/icons/grin.gif" border="0[/img] <p>Joe<p>P.S. FH's Litany against Fear is a favorite of mine as well and great for panic attacks as well. It's like chamomile tea for the soul.<p>[ February 18, 2002: Message edited by: justanotherjoe ]</p>