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I thought I was the only one! I truly did! I have lived with this confusion, humiliation and hurt for so long I can't believe there are others out there suffering these exact same things! I just returned yesterday from The Marriage Builders workshop in Orlando. It was at my Husbands (sorry I'm not down with all the abbreviations yet.) suggestion that we go after he purchased His Needs Her Needs and had me read it. We didn't even finish the course. We needed a How to Survive an Affair course, unfortunately there wasn't one available. <p>Let me give you my history. We were high school sweathearts. Met at 15. Married at 24. (you think you know someone!) We have 2 children 10 and 8. <p>The first time he did this was 4 years ago. This is going to be long enough, let's just say he was gone for 11 months came back and swore he'd never do it again!!<p>Fast Forward October 13, 2000. My antennae went up and I did some searching and made my discovery via his cell phone. All that pain and anguish came rushing back with a vengence. The OW (I think that's right?) was the sister of his business partner she did some marketing work for them. 2 Weeks before D-day we had all been out together at a concert and I knew as soon as H walked into the room and looked at her that something was up. He denied it of course, I was
"insecure" and "making something out of nothing" but I knew... <p>For the next few weeks we tried working things out, but the lies and deceit continued and in November 2000 he moved out and hasn't been back since. I have been played (allowed myself) to be played like a yo-yo ever since. I want to get off of this roller coaster!<p>His pendullum swings with the wind. I never know who is going to be on the other end of the phone, e-mail or in person I could write a novel of the events of the last 16 months. <p>I filed for divorce in July. That went over big! His anger at me still leaves me dumbfounded. We are still in the process. <p>It was so comforting to read all of your stories. I have felt foolish for ever giving him the time of day again. I don't understand either one of us at this point. His inability to make a commitment one way or the other and my inability to get fed up enough to go to Plan B. <p>We went to the Seminar at his suggesion. We own a place near Orlando, he was already down there and was to meet me at the airport. I called upon my arrival and he said he would be an hour and a half late, I said I'd just meet him there and I'd take a cab. He says she wasn't at our place but I know she was down there. One of his biggest needs is for admiration. when He got to the hotel I didn't "...smile at him" big enough (I had traveled 8 hours to get there and was tired.),I found airline tickets with her name on them in his car, and endured a phone call from her to him on his cell phone. I'm still trying to figure out why I was there? <p>We both left the conference feeling defeated, disappointed, and angry. How could we ever hope to restore this marriage. So many things have been said and done...and yet I still Love him!!! Is that bizzare or what?! Neither one of us knows how to move to the next step or even what the next step is. <p>We got home (cleveland) 6:00 last nite. Today he came over for breakfast (the kids were off school today) and met us for dinner. We laughed and got along great but I know she is still in his life. I have told him repeatedly that I can not be his "friend" right now. That it is too confusing for me because when I allow that I start to become hopeful and I always get hurt and I can't do this anymore.<p>Anyway that's my story in a nutshell. Thanks for listening and letting me vent! The thing that you all have shared were encouraging, and heartfelt. Thanks again.

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I guess I'm confused!!! He asked you to attend a seminar to try to rebuild the marriage when he just had her there AND was talking to her on the cell??? No wonder you are spinning wheels and feeling confused!!! [img]images/icons/confused.gif" border="0[/img] <p>Just my humble opinion but it doesn't appear that he's really got his head and heart into rebuilding because if he did, she would have been no where to be found! This time would have been dedicated to working on the two of you.. even if you couldn't get into the seminar you wanted.<p>The bottom line is that he's riding the fence and expecting you to just cater to his whims but offering nothing in return.. and I think you are afraid to let go hoping against hope that he'll get his act together and do the right things.<p>The smartest thing you did was file for the divorce... it seems to me that unless he really takes you seriously - you aren't going to get anywhere with him. And trying to be "friends" yet still mess with your head is NOT really taking you seriously at all.. it's dragging this out and leading you on.<p>I hate to say it but there are far too many games on his part and he needs to either get serious and sincere or you aren't going to get anywhere in your attempts to rebuild. There is NO WAY a couple can successfully rebuild unless both are 100% committed to it and there is NO ONE ELSE waiting in the wings!<p>I'm so sorry to hear what you've gone through.. I can just imagine how disappointing this must have been for you. But it seems like everything is "all about him" and I'm trying to figure out where YOUR needs factor into this!<p>Jill

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Thanks for your honesty Jill. I have told myself all of the things you have said. I know that He has no respect for me, continues to lead me on because I allow it. I have tried so many times to climb out of this web. Thanks for the reply.


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